so bore... another day nothing 2 do.... off day also so sian... staying at home sleep lor wat to do.... my heart is contented s long s i can c his photo everyday.... although not his real self.... hop tt he wil not find out about blogspot n he will not know how i really feel about him.... thought of telling him b4 but my sixth sense told me not to.... perharps he might avoid me after knowing how i really feel.... tt wat i dun wat it 2 happened... really really feel so sad in love w some1 but cannot say... y like tt.... say liao scared might not b able to b friends anymore... hai human human human love.... y my life is full of steeps... nothing seems to be going on my way.... al my ex r so gd to me but e reasons tt break us apart r always stupid reason given such s; carry on study, parents disapprove, for e best of me, etc etc..... all e stupid reasons.... m i not a gd gf or they dun know how to appreciate... e 1 tt love me does not say anything cause of his friends interested in me, another stupid reason tt make some1 lost a chance or perharps e 1 tt i like lost a chance to tel me how he feel... hahahahahahaha..... STUPID STUPID STUPID LOVE....